I was just going through my old posts and they all seem like those “SAD POSTS”, you know which are written when you’re sad or something like that. I don’t know why it’s so but that got me thinking, am I a sad person and think only sad stuffs . I usually think myself being a funny guy but this has got me thinking I still don’t know me. It’s never that I sit and I’ll be like, I need to write a sad post or something . I just write up whatever comes to my mind and since almost everything which has come out has been quite sad, it’s really strange.
Is it bad that I write sad posts or am sad or if I am sad why don’t I know it. I feel quite normal on the opposite. But, what if I am. Has depression caught me? No I am probably too cool for depression and stuff? But, Do I make people around me depressed with just my company. Do I really spoil the mood of the whole gang with just my presence. If yes, then well I am quite a good influence in the group. I know it’s something which I should be proud of, but being a sad influence, seriously I would rather not be an influence if that’s the case. A person capable enough to bring the whole excitement or the happiness level of the group from 100 to 0, nobody wants that kind of person. I myself would hate him.
I probably am overthinking everything as I do all the time but whatever it is I must really start writing some funny posts. I hate reading sad posts and why would I expect anyone to read if I myself hate them.
That’s it from me .
“BRUTALLY HONEST ” thats my motto till next time “ I COME IN PEACE ” 🙂